A Nice Revelation

Did you ever have one of those days where you were so happy that the deadline you thought you had is actually a week away. It is a ahhhhh moment with a big smile. :)

FED UP!!!!!!!!!!

I have had it! The car gets hit, totalled and now I have no car! Can't even have a rental as it costs $19.99 fricking day for me to pay insurance. Steve arguing with insurance company, (the a hole that hit the buick), and so now what? Nothing! No Car! I feel like going to the little jerks house and telling them all the hell off! My luck I would probably get locked up. I am so sick of getting the short end of the stick with everything during my life!

Happy Birthday Jersey

Happy Birthday Jersey! She is two years old and yes while she has driven us crazy she has also filled us with laughter. Steve gave Jersey to me for Valentine's Day two years ago and it was at a time that was extremely hard. She has become my best buddy and how wonderful it is that she is always so happy to see me. My puppy has filled my heart.

Last Post of 2009

I went into 2009 looking at things one way and am coming out looking at things somewhat the same but a little differently. Empty nest has been a horrible thing for me. I do not and will never even pretend to like it. There although were a few moments this year when I was thankful for it. Even found myself happy that I did not have to "be" somewhere at a time. Found that I was grateful to just do what I wanted. So why does guilt come with that? A feeling that must be lost in 2010. Health, always an issue, never ends, but what will be will be. I want to do so much more, more what? I know, but am not attempting to do anything else right now. I will continue to have faith, to pray for my family and myself. Goodbye 2009.

Unknown Health Situation

Yesterday I felt crappy, I was also fed up. So I guess being fed up made me feel crappier. Last night was long, very long. Belly discomfort, tired, just really wiped out. So I made the final decision, go to bed early and your staying home tomorrow. So I did. I slept thru to morning, let Jersey out and went back to sleep until 11am. This afternoon I got the shakes, that kinda shook me up. I even took a late nap and truthfully want to go lay down again. It has been awhile since the last treatment. Next one is December 28th. I know that has a lot to do with how I feel. It scares me a bit. What will the numbers be after this 6 month trial between treatments? I'll know soon. I may know already with how I feel.

Little Brother on a Computer

My little brother got a computer. My niece put him on facebook. I don't think I ever talked this much to my brother when we lived in the same house together as I have in the last week. I know he will learn what is what, after all my husband did and I really didn't think he would. In the meantime I can pretty much count on the fact that every time the phone rings it will be Johnny. Yes, I do still love you.

Sewer Back Up

I haven't felt well for several days. Yesterday I was greeted by a wonderful thing. The sewer backed up into the stationary sink downstairs. Thank God I was home sick and caught this in time. I also send praise to my towns sewer dept/public works. I called them and was told they were at lunch and would be back in 15, well in 25 they were here and my sewer was flowing again. Thanks Guys. Ironically my dad's profession for 22 years was doing this service for my hometown. November 14th would have been his 76th birthday so I figured he is up there sending me a reminder. Love ya Dad.